In chapter ten of my book I talk about trials and choosing God. Here is a quote I absolutely love from C.S. Lewis' book, "The Screwtape Letters,"
Do not be deceived, Wormwood. Our cause is never more in danger than when a human, no more desiring, but still intending, to do our Enemy’s will, looks round upon a universe from which every trace of Him seems to have vanished, and asks why he has been forsaken, and still obeys. (47–48)
I hope that I can the person who chooses God in the worst moments of my life and not just in the best.